A awol soldier that needs help please?

i am a awol soldier past 30 days of being gone i was in the army and i was being chaptered out for mental health reasons the chapter they started was a 5-17 then 5 days before i was to get my clearing papers they pulled my chapter some how and told me i was staying in the service i was currently holding a not fit for duty profile which stated that i could not carry guns or ammunition and that i was to be chaptered out of the military my chain of command told me they did not want me and said to go awol or get a bad drug test they still contact me and do not seem worried that i am gone what can i do im in michigan and theres no trial defense office around here i do not have the money to go to fort knox and i do not know of any pro bono civilian defense attorneys for the military scene going back will be bad i need help with eather a job i can work to get the money to go back or a way to end my career from michigan plz help